Non-fiction.

The form teacher put the good girl and the bad boy to be seated in class together at the middle of the year.

" Sian lah, why must sit with her? " He muttered.

" You think I want to sit with you meh? I hate my seat lah!" She retorted.

They couldn't stand each other. Well, both of them were equally talkative. The girl, J, was seen to be cheerful and mad. Her everyday school life seems to be so fun. Everyone wanted to know her sort of secret, but she didn't know either. The guy, J, plays basketball a lot. Everyday after school, he and his friends would have lunch then go to the nearby basketball court to play all the way till night falls. Their holidays would be spent on going to the LAN shop everyday without fail and spend at least $10 on LAN gaming. Typical Secondary 2 guys. The girl always thought that he was the typical bad boy, gang outside of school, skips classes, bad results, frequent fights with people. That was her impression of him. Other than that, she knew nothing much about him.

She just had a great best friend, C, who is as playful and as mischievious as her. Well, both her and her best friend were childish in the eyes of everyone around them. They just enjoyed each other's company so much. Everyday would be full of laughter and playing pranks on people, cracking jokes. They were so close they even held hands and that was alright.

One of their classmates Q, liked that girl. The whole class knew. Even her. Although she never told Q that she knew all along. They talked all night in MSN, and would say bye and sign off when it's 11pm or so. She used to sleep so early, and wake up early to take the bus to school. Sometimes, her dad would send her to school. But he frequently went overseas, so she and her sister would take the bus to school together. Since their schools were right beside each other's. She wondered why he never got around to asking her for a relationship. When you are at that age, you just want to experience everything you can. And that was a new experience. That would be her first. But he never asked.

The guy and the girl got closer, since they were made to sit together. They would be squabbling all day. When it's time to pass down the handouts, she would intercept and not let him have a piece and quickly pass the stack down. Then he would snatch her paper away, and she would raise her hands and complain to the teacher. That kind of thing will happen regularly. Bickering was a norm everyday. But to her, that was fun. It trained her debating skills and she thought she was like a lawyer, fighting for her rights. If she won, she would feel good and she liked that. They started getting to know each other more and she found out he had this girlfriend. They were together when in Primary 6 but then they recently saw each other again and decided to patch. But afew months later, they broke up and he was feeling rather down in class, not talking much but prefering to sleep leaning to the wall (as he sat beside the wall). She couldn't care much, she really wasn't interested in him. Moreover, the Q thing was still going on. She wasn't said to be very pretty. She didn't have nice fringe and nice hair and was never conidered pretty amongst the classmates. In December that year, she told a bold step and went to get her fringe cut. She loved it. She thought she never looked better.

During the holidays, J went to school to buy books while the girl was having her Dance CCA on. During her break time, she went to the canteen, and there was when they met again.

"Hi! Long time no see ah!" The girl shouted delightedly as she waved her hands.(They were already pretty good friends at this moment)

He was surprised to see her. His eyes lit up as she smiled and they chatted. Then they bade farewell as her break ended and she had to go back. And he needed to buy his textbooks. That night, she went online (as usual) and he clicked on her name and chatted with her. They started talking and this went on for afew days. She teased him about his ex and asked if he still liked her. He said no. He liked someone in the class. She was excited to know who it was. So she kept asking questions and started guessing names of the girls in class. Chinese girls obviously. She started out with the girls he was closer to. "Nope, no lah. Haha no!" These were all the replies he sent. There were no more females left and he already said not the Malay girls. She started to get worried. Her heart pounded fast. Only her name was left. Then, her computer disconnected. Okay.. So she just shut the computer and went to bed. Since it was already 10/11pm. Then, she received a text.

"It's you lah."

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To be continued...

Weeve lurve,
Joyce

P.S: Too tired to write already lah. Next time I continue. Hahaha.

P.S.S: Names with only the initials so that the characters are left confidential. Hahahaha.

The past week.

Hey! How are you guys doing? Hahaha. I've started school and so far still enjoying it! Hahaha I ate prawn mee in Mensa 1 today. Miss miss the prawn mee! Hahaha. Mensa 1 is cheap lah! Everyone should eat in Mensa 1 instead of 2! Salad bar business always soo good lah! Prawn mee is $2.20 only everyone! Come to TP to eat! Vietnamese food is not bad in Mensa 1 too. Hahaha. I somehow miss school. :) Miss going for classes with friends, having lunch with them. Our class is somehow in cliques now. Like if you say class outing, don't know how many people will come. Most likely the people in our clique only. We aren't as bonded as like start of school you know. Start of school, coz we don't know anyone, we will just hang out together to have lunch. All as a class. But now, this person that person go find bf/gf, then all the cliques split up to have lunch. Which is quite sad. :( Boooooo! I say boo when it's something unhappy or when I'm trying to scare you. Haha.

Anyway, I think now my hands is quite lady-like and girly. Because all my nails are quite long, except for my 2 thumbs which I will hide and not show anyone coz they're ugly! Oh ya weird but true, my right thumb is longer than my left thumb by like, 1cm. Hahhaha and it's damn weird lah. I'm quite weird at times. But the rest of my fingers are all the same length. Ok lah I don't know what to blog anymore. I'm like so high now. Maybe coz I slept for 15hours yesterday. Hahahhaha I know I'm a super sleeper! Hahhaha. Ok bye!

Joycey kisses,
Joyce

P.S: I'm so fair at the start of the year lah!

Nonsense.

Afew days back right, I just randomly woke up early lah. Before my alarm rang. Like when I was supposed to wake up at 12 I woke up at 9.40. Then I, in my semi-conscious state (even my eyes are like barely opened) called my friend up. Like I randomly just pressed "Phone" on my iPhone and go to the recent calls, then scroll down down down to this friend's name and I called my friend. Then I closed my eyes again. Then when I woke up, my friend picked up his phone already. So I answerwed the call. The conversation went something like this.

Me: Hello?
C: Hello?
Me: Err..
C: Why you call me?
Me: Actually I don't know.
C: Huh?
Me: Ya! I don't know why I called you. I just did it in my subconscious mind. I don't even know why I called you of all people.
C: Huh?! Oh ok...
Me: Hahaha actually I still very tired. I go back to sleep already. Bye.
C: Oh okay bye.

Then I went back to sleep. Then my friend also went back to sleep for awhile. Then he woke up realising he has Karate today. And before he answered my call, he woke up for a bit to switch off his alarm and went back to sleep. Then he didn't know how come and why he was holding his phone in his hand and still can press accept call when he was also like only half awake. This is super weird lah. I don't know what happened. Hahaha but anyway I helped wake my friend up so he could go chiong down for his Karate. Oh this happened like on Saturday. My friend says it's because I think too much about him. Whatever lah. But I was still sleepy and couldn't think properly. I really don't know what came over me and I just scroll down down to his name and press. O.O Hahaha really random and nonsense. But yeah. I think this is God lor. He got me to wake my friend up so that my friend won't miss his Karate training! Hahaha.

Anyway the guy replied my email! The one who asked me to help model. Hahaha excited leh. Like I'm slowly really becoming a model somehow! Hahaha but if they ask me to pay for portfolio if they really wanna keep me then I will say no. But I don't know how in the world I can be a model also. Since I'm like only 162cm. Maybe I looked tall that day. Because I was wearing my wedges which is like 5cm which makes me 167cm and everyone is fooled by it and thinks I'm so tall. Even my friends think I look tall when I wear the wedges. Nooo! What if I take them off then they don't want me anymore because I would be short!?! Nooooo! Hahaha aiya leave everything to God lah. What is destined for us will come to us no matter what happens right? Ah yea, I'm Christian. Hahaha but I'm not trying to spread my values and my religion. It's just that some things cannot be explained so it must be God lor. Hahaha ok my school is like today! Since today is Monday already! Ahhh!! Hahaha I better go sleep now. Bye! Don't miss me guys! Hahaha.

With love,
Joyce

P.S: I removed my nail polish. It lasted like about a week only. My manicure always last one week then I will hagve the urge to scratch it off. Then when left with like one or two fingers on each hand, then I just remove using the nail polish remover. Hahaha. Keeps me from peeling my fingernails, which is a bad habit and when my friends say like, "why your nails like that!?!" Then I will be very shy and paiseh and embarassed and guilty and hide my thumb(normally peel my thumb) and say I will stop. And I just peeled off my nail for my left thumb. :( I will change k! I am repenting now! :( Sorry nail. I know I am evil.

P.S.S: I have a new baby mole on my right thumb. Congratulations to a newborn baby! Anyway his name is Timothy. Hahaha I like to name my stuff. Hehehe.

P.S.S: Corinne say I remind her of this Korean actress. You think? Alot people think I look like someone Korean! I think I just look Korean lah. Hahaha.

HAZE!!!

Riddle for you. What did Cloud A say to Cloud Z? Answer is "Hey Z!" Hahahaha get it? Hazy? Aiya, why nobody laugh one. No fun! I told my friends just now too but no one laughed. Qixiang even said he trying to laugh but quite hard to force a smile. Idiot one! Hahahaha nvm I think good can liao. Haze is evil lah. It's making this poor girl here unable to recover from her cough cough thus cannot sing song! :( BOO! Eh, I'm quite tired leh. Maybe it's the haze fault too! It makes my eyes dry. So I wanna close eyes. And also the haze causing my friends to have throat irritation and sore throat. Poor us. :( It's either you stupid haze improve, or make it so bad that we will have no school on Monday. Hehehhee then good! I ain't looking forward to school leh. :( My holidays are ending soon. Nooooooo! Now that they are kinda going to be over soon, I feel like the holidays are so short lah! While at the start of the holidays I was like, "woah long holiday shiok!!" But now it's ending! I haven played enough! Holiday I keep going out lah but not a lot is to play lor. I also don't know whole holiday what I doing lah. Sometimes I have good memory, sometimes bad. I don't know why. I'm just quite weird lah sometimes.

I think I am damn pro because I'm typing this in the dark. Which means my typing skills very good. Hehehe. Because I don't have to see the keyboard also can type. You know my eyes is perfect eyesight? Even if I read in the dark or use laptop in the dark, or read books in dim light or bad posture very near my eyes, my eyesight still 6/6P? Hehehhee I'm just so lucky I guess. I also eat and eat and eat also never gain weight. This morning I was like almost going to 42 leh. It was like 43.0 kg. The brink of dropping! So I faster go eat. Everybody says I'm skinny. But I don't think I'm THAT skinny what. I'm just not big sized. Err maybe ABIT petite only. NOT DAMN SKINNY OK! Okay lah I lazy to blog already. I'm feeling hungry. Hais. I'm always feeling hungry. Hahaha. Anyway the photoshoot is done and overall, more satisfied with the pics than of previous collection! Actually both is okay lah. Shoot in studio with a photog is better lor. Girls, please go http://blissblush.livejournal.com okay!! Hahaha. Tata!

Loves,
Joyce

See see!

I did this personality quiz lah. And this is the result!

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

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Is it true? Hahaha. K tata!

Test your knowledge.

I'm back from my modelling. Hahaha I say like I very big like that while in actual fact I small fry only. Hahaha. Back from my photoshoot! I don't even earn money. Haha it's fun lah. :) I gladly do it. But I must learn to look nice in photos. I know some of you might think, "what the hell is she talking about?! She looks awesome in photos!" Aiya.. :$ Thanks ah! Heheheh. Have you ever wondered how well you know me? Hahaha let's do a quiz now! See how many you get right! Hahaha.

The Joyce Quiz!!!

1)What is my Chinese name?

a)Mei Ying
b)Mei Ting
c)Mei Zheng
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Ans: C. My elder sister's name is Mei Ying and younger is Mei Ting. Ya, I'm like the odd one out with no "ing" at the back. If put ing then very weird leh. Mei Zing. :S

2) How many grandparents do I have left?

a)1
b)3
c)4. Which mean all alive.

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Ans: C. Yea, all around.. "Zheng ah! Eat this/Drink that! Zheng ah! Wake up liao! 2PM liao!"

3)How many boyfriend/s did I have before?

a)1
b)2
c)3
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Ans: A. Do I look like a flirt to you? I think relationships, you really have to love or like the person before you get together. Not like other people, they just get together coz they have like this little small bit of interest for one another. Or crush only. Then after that 1 month, break up. Many secondary school students are like that. Teeny boopers!

4)On looks from 1-10, what rating I gave myself?

a)5
b)7.5
c)8
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Ans: B. Hahaha but alot people say me 8. Hehehhe!

5)What is my favourite colour?

a)Green.
b)Yellow.
c)Purple.
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Ans: C! I love purple! Everyone should know that! Know that now if you don't! Hahaha. Purple hearts, purple balloons, purple diamond OMGOSH have or not? If have then wedding I want!

6)What is my sick obsession?

a) That I have 2 toy dolphins I hug to sleep every night.
b) I like bruises. I like rubbing bruises.
c) I like abusing cats. Like kick them and pull their fur.
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Ans: B. Haha A is true but it's not sick right! Hahaha and I hate cats, but I don't abuse them hor! I'm kind to animals. I just see them and siam only! Yea I like bruises. I like orh chae. Hehehehe I like to rub and massage it. I'm having one right now on my knee and massaging it. So shiok. It's like pain but I like. HAHAHAH NOW YOU THINK I'M WEIRD AND PSYCHOTIC RIGHT?! NOOOOOO!!! I'M NOT A WEIRDO!!!! I tell you something more. Last time I used to purposely go bang the cupboard so that I get a bruise and ask my maid to rub for me. Hahaha then she rub till I fell asleep coz I felt it was shiok. Eh, don't shun away from me please!! Hahahaha

7) My phone is...
a)iPhone
b)Blackberry
c)Samsung Galaxy
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Ans: A lah! Me has iPhone! Hahaha it's quite obvious right? Since I always upload photos and go Facebook via iPhone.

8)My chinese grade is...
a)C5
b)A2
c)B3
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Ans: It's C! Although very sad. I aimed for A2 lor! And I re-took my exam but still B3. Argh! Hahaha never mind lah.

9)I am a ________.
a) girly girl
b) funny girl
c) sporty girl
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Ans: Err, I think is B. The closest is B. Haha I am girly at times, coz I like camwhoring and I am quite sporty and muscular ok! I got muscles one! But I don't like running leh. But my NAPFA test Gold ok! Hahaha. I think I am a funny girl. You think? Hahahhaa. I think my jokes are funny. But sometimes no one laugh. And everyone says I'm lame to boot. That's why it's lameandrandom.bs, because I am lame, and random. Hahaha.

10) My horoscope is...?
a)Taurus
b)Scorpio
c)Gemini
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Ans: It's C! Have you got it right? Hahaa my birthday is 13th June so it's under Gemini. Geminis are known to have like 2 faces. Like twins. Like 2 different people in one body. Hahaha and Geminis are talkative and love to chat. I used to talk on the phone all day and mama can't blame me. It's in my horoscope! Hahaha and now Joyce can just chat in MSN! Ya, now got 6 chats as I'm typing this. Hahaha how many did you get right?! If you know me very well then congrats. Either you are a pro stalker, or you're just my very considerate and observant friend who is always around me thats why I tell you so much stuff about me. Haha.

K bye!

P.S: I can't put photo coz apparently blogger will be under maintenance today.[EDIT: PHOTO UP!]

P.S.S: Yay! Photoshoot done. Satisfied with a few photos. Wanna see some then go Facebook and type "Joyce Goh" at the Search there. Then click "photos". Hahaha

Noo, Wrong!

You know I can't stand it sometimes! My friends like to say photographer as photo-grapher and I always correct them and say "phe-tor-grer-pher!" And then they will say never mind. It's important to say your words right what. If not you'll just sound uneducated. You know sometimes people like to say like, "I wanna eat maggie mee!" It's supposed to be instant noodles but everyone says maggie lah. And the brand is Maggi also, not Maggie. Sometimes brands are just so famous that people use it to represent certain products. Another example is like Pampers means diapers. It's diapers lah! Got alot of different brands! Pampers is one of the brands. Mummy says I used to use Pampers when I was a baby. Hehehe.

Later having photoshoot! Egggcited! Hahaha because it's always so fun. And I hope I look nice in pictures tomorrow. Hehe. Anyway I don't know what hairstyle to do lah. maybe im going to tie side, then tease my hair. Make pong pong hair! Haha. Coz all the girls are going to curl their hair, which makes it so boring, all same hair! So me and Corinne wanna change. Don't want same as everyone. Oh btw I was talking to my friend about my worms ( I don't wanna go doctor check, later really have) and I already have a name for them! Hahaha a cool name some more. Sally. Hahahha! And if I have another one, it's gonna be called Lulu. Hohohoh. I'm so creative. Ok lah I gotta sleep soon! Hahaha nights! Ohh morning I mean. It's like 3.52AM as I type this. Hahaha yea, thanks to holidays, my body clock is messed up. Booo!

Bye bye and don't miss me,
Joyce

P.S: My friend's blog shop link is http://blissblush.livejournal.com !! Please go support k ladies! And guys, if you wanna see pretty girls, go check out. Hehehe

P.S.S: I think I suddenly got dimples liao! Haha so cool!

I want food now.

Welcome back to my humble abode. Hehe. Oh, I'm hungry again. Although I just ate instant noodles that I cooked. You know I told you I'm a great cook right? Hahaha I think my instant noodles are like out of this world man! Hahaha coz I added the normal Chicken seasoning to my Koka noodles, then I added some of the Tom yum seasoning (half packet), then I dug into the sauce compartment and put sesame oil and I added some XO Dried Scallop sauce which is already yummy on its own! It's like saltish with the scallop bits which is so nice to eat lah. Then lastly, I added one egg and stir like mad so all the soup is like eggy and whatever nonsense goodness! Hehehe and woah! The bomb man! I think I can be a cook next time. Although I don't want to lah. I don't wanna stand infront of the fire and sweat and have to taste all the food and ensure everything is perfect for everyone. Oh ya and I finished my noodles already! Like in 15 minutes! Maybe partly is because it's so nice lah but also coz that's my dinner and now you can tell how hungry I must be right? Poor me. I came home expecting dinner and my mum told me as I stepped into the house, "no dinner for you. Ownself go buy." I was like HUH? WHY!! I thought coz I came home late but all of them didn't have dinner coz they didn't feel like eating. o.o

But I'm still hungry you know! I need more food! And people always tell me to eat more coz I'm so skinny. But I do eat! It's just that I eat slow, that's all! Haha but I'm still the same size (43kg) and I don't gain weight! But it's okay lah, I don't mind being 43. Hahaha I wanna be like 45kg when I'm an adult like 20+. :) As long as I'm not near 50 it's ok. Since I'm not very tall anyway. (162. Fine lah I'm quite short lah.) I was like telling Corinne that I'm still hungry and she say she think I have worms in my stomach. Eh, maybe leh! Since I'm like eating all the time and I don't gain weight and many people are jealous about that. Haha and Sheryl my classmate once said that I'm always eating. Hahaha all the time that she looks at me, I will be eating. I got eat so much meh! Well, even if I really do have worms, I'm not gonna remove them. If I do then I won't be able to eat as much as I like leh! Anyway I went to cook another pack of noodles and share with my sister. Hehee I'm so satisfied now! Okay bye! Gotta blast! Jimmy Neutron always says that! Hahaha.

Seeing you soon,
Joyce

P.S: There is this contest on Facebook that is looking for this Miss Photogenic. And one of my schoolmate/junior from my sec sch entered and she is going around like spamming the Facebook chat on everyone and copy paste ask everybody like her photo. And I go see the other girls, all not pretty one. Then I was like who is this girl ah, not bad leh (my junior) but I like never see her in school before. Then I go see other photos, and I was like.."Oh, her. So different. Photoshop wonders.." Maybe I should go join and get everyone to vote for me. Hehehe and get like 500 votes and be the winner. Hehe. But what photo to use? Haha

Ahhh so fun!

Hahahaha! Oh hi blog this is your best friend/master/lover/companion Joyce again! You know why so fun? Hahah coz it's the first time that I'm blogging straight from my iPhone! Say weeee! Hehe. So it's quite cool lah I type type type and my iPhone will correct my wrong spelling which is great coz I don't twit at all. Ii dunch talkk liike ass iif iim aa biimb0 yaa kn0ww? Ya so annoying right? It's okay if you cut short your words and say like "r u free ltr?" which is SMS language lah and it saves time. I love using u for short form and I use coz anytime anywhere unless I'm writing a formal letter to my boss or something. Or to my teacher lah. But if you talk like a twit you're prolly wasting more time texting when it's supposed to be Short Message Service! Or is this not what SMS stands for? Oh well, nvm lah but you know what SMS means right? Type short short and sweet then press send. Haha.

Anyway I totally dress differently today! I think I look matured but I think I still look nice. I know I look nice everyday lah but that's my cute style ma. I rarely dress maturely but I think not bad leh. Hehe. Ming Jian and Zhiyu praised me say I look pretty today. Hohoho. I don't know if I can upload pictures through here lah imma try later. (: see if it works. If yes then I think maybe I'll blog more via phone. Since, err, I err.. Take alot of pictures.. There. Happy now? I admit I'm zillian. I love myself alot I can understand why so many people love me. Hahahaah sometimes I also think I'm very cute I wanna pinch my own cheeks.

I think I'm very blessed to have a young face where people think I'm 15 years-old only. Haha. I take bus I can just tong 60cents (wearing home clothes) and the uncle let's me go pass! I think being young has alot of benefits lor. Like everything cheaper. Go zoo cheaper, Night Safari cheaper, Wild Wild Wet cheaper, Escape cheaper, got student meals, student price. It's great being a student! I love student meals lah! Although the food lesser (some places same amount just that it's cheaper) but Joyce doesn't eat so much. *Ahem* at least I'm not rolley polley size for eating and sleeping all day right? Despite my boring life, I'm surprised people still say they wanna live like me and be like me. O.O I think they think my life must be exciting since I'm so funny. But they don't know half the day is solely spent lying in bed. Hahaha. Anyway I'm tired already lah, so I'm gonna go orhorh already. Haha. Orhorh means sleep lah! Now, shh! Don't say I act cute/act baby! I'm naturally cute. Heehehehe!

Love,
Joyce

P.S: I love my nails now! They're so..pop! I don't know how to say but it looks so fresh and cute and fun. Like me. Hahahaha!
P.P.S: Aiya can't post picture! Never mind next time I edit and post picture! (THERE UPDATED!)

Joyce so GEE!

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby~! Hahaha I'm a happy girl! I slept like 10pm yesterday coz I was freaking very tired and having flu. I worked all the way from 11.30am you know! And had to wake up at 9am but I woke up at 9.30. :P At least I wasn't late lah I was early! But I slept at 4-5am which made me super tired! Thank God I reached early at 11.10 (when I'm supposed to reach at 11.30. Aiya should have gone for quick breakfast lah! ) as the bus came directly just as I reached the bus stop and the train also came in like 2mins or something. Haha. And I woke up today at 3+pm. Which meant I slept for like, wait let me count. My maths not very good. I have to use my fingers. Hahaha. OMGOSH! I SLEPT SO LONG! 17 hrs thats a record man! Hahaha YAY I have a new record!

Anyway I felt sick like around afternoon time like 2+ coz you know when you lack sleep, you will suddenly get like flu or keep sneezing or whatever? Aiya if no to you then good for you lah. My eyes were like burning yesterday and really reddish in the morning. I knew they were tired. Poor eyes they had to work all the way till 2.30 (my break time at 2.30 ma) where I ate macs and went to sleep for like 30mins. And I immediately felt better after that. Hehe.

Oh ya I wanna tell you all about my job! When I was working yesterday right, I gave my flyer to this woman and she was like asking me if I was a student and work this one paid how much and how many hours. Then she ask if I wanna do for her company also, same pay and number of hours. Hehehe and she gave me her name card and I gave her my name and number and I will contact her soon! :D And her friend came over to find her and he was like asking me if I'm interested to help walk runway fashion show for the comnpany he is working with, where they are looking for models to walk runway for awhile lah. I think most prolly in some mall where they opening their new stall. How cool is that? Hahaha I'm quite excited coz this is quite cool. But I haven't go call the guy and the woman up yet coz I decided not to think about work today. Just relax lah! Hahaha okay I'm having my kampong chicken rice now, which is very yummers ok! Hahaha so I shall go eat while watching TV! Bye!

Love,
Joyce

I love many things, especially myself. :D

Hehehe I think I am multi-talented. Hehehe you think I am BHB right? But who cares. Haha I tell you! I can sing leh. Hehehe. Afew of my friends who heard me sing, said I sing nice leh. One of my friend said, "you are born to sing." Hahaha who said that to you before? Therefore I think my singing is nice as well. Hehe and if you wanna hear me sing you can jolly well get your butt to Temasek Poly (because that's where I'm studying) and look for this girl in Temasek Business School and you can request for her to sing to you, if you pay $1 lah that is. You think what? Free concert ah! Even watch show also must pay lor! $7.50 some more!

And I can cook and bake. Hehehe yea I think I can cook fairly well lor. Although I don't cook like fish and chicken, I cook like pasta and baked rice and me can make and roll nice sushi! Hehe and I also bake lah. Last year I baked chocolate chip muffins. This year I baked chocolate chip cookies and raisin cookies. In my opinion, they are yummers. :D Haha my grandma also passed down the Kaya Kueh recipe to me and Jiejie. My Ah Mah got the recipe from my Grandpa's mum. So my Great Grandmother lah, who I never met before. Haha. You know my Grandma is an amazing cook. She cooks so well and all her food is soo yummy. I love eating the Peranakan food she cooks! Especially the Pong Tauhu (Tauhu balls soup with bamboo shoots) and Chap Chye (mixed vegetables). You know Peranakan Chap Chye is different from the Chinese kind because Peranakan one got brown sauce. She also bakes! She bakes sugi and pineapple tarts every year for the whole family and it's so yummy I love my Ah Mah alot. Hehe.

Okay lah actually I have more things to say about myself. But I will tell you all another day. If not awesome overload then too many people will fall in love with me. HAHAHA! Okay lah kidding! Okie I go off now. Toodles Joycey! Hehe.

I love you Joycey,
muacks from Joyce

Loving the way you are.

Hi there! It's me again! Haha. Brace yourself because this post ain't a happy-till-it-makes-you-laugh post. Not that I am emo, I just wanna say what I feel inside. You know many people around me are going through break ups and all that low esteem thing. I wanna tell you all, that it's okay you know. When you break up with someone, it's just because you and the other person are incompatible and it's not all your fault.

A relationship is a two-way thing and it doesn't solely depend on one person. Maybe the girl likes someone else while being with you. It's also not entirely her fault I guess. You just didn't appeal enough to her or maybe she felt that the two of you aren't meant for each other actually and since she found someone better, you should be glad. I believe that everyone is like a puzzle piece. You cannot squeeze two pieces together what. Not only does it not fit, when you lift it up (with tribulations) it'll all fall down easily. One puzzle piece might seem like it fits with another, but it'll only work if u try and squeeze the puzzle and force it down. This is like changing yourself to suit the other person. I think this way, not only will the other party feel awkward (coz you're not being who you truly are), you yourself will also feel tired and sick of all these. You may love that person alot and do so much to change yourself, and at the end of the day, you find it pointless because you aren't who you are anymore. Friends also start leaving you, because you are not the friend that they knew and befriended before. So I believe you shouldn't change yourself for anyone, less you lose your self-identity.

Girls should learn to love themselves! Always think you are the prettiest/most gorgeous person in the world! :) Then you will feel better about yourself. Although you might not be, you might be fat, you might have pock-marked face and everything, but if your heart is beautiful, people you talk to will realise that you have something inside of you that makes you glow and shine beautifully. :D Don't look at ugly pictures of yourself and go, "That's me. I'm ugly." Girl, you gotta learn to turn it around and when you see nice pictures of yourself, then go "that's me!" Well, no one is a 10/10 beauty. At least be glad, you look like what you are, than be a super beauty and actually you're just hiding it by going for plastic surgery and all that. We have to be confident in the way we look. By being confident and feeling good about yourself, you will naturally be a happier and more cheery person. Rather than a person with low self-confidence and esteem. And your whole life is just to envy other people and wish you were them. Don't ever wish you were someone else, because you never know what other people might be going through that you're not. Learn to love how you look and live. :D

Alot of my friends like to laugh at fat people/ people of other colours. I think that's kinda sad. Racism is really a severe problem in Singapore. I mean like, everybody confirm know one racist joke. I know, they might sit on grass, might smell, might sing their songs aloud in the train/bus. But who are you to laugh at them? Who are you to say their race is to laugh at? And what's more, they didn't even laugh at us. They have more class, more poise and more elegance in my opinion. What if you were born into their culture and grew up like that? What if it was us who had to face the mockery? What if every where you go, people snigger behind your back? Would you like that? No, right? Of course no one likes to be made fun of every single day. I guess we all have to learn to respect one another and think of each other as equal and learn to get used to whatever Singapore has. Okay, I shall end abruptly because I have nothing more to say. Hahaha goodbye! And of course, ending with a pretty me. Hehehe.

P.S: I am not emo. I am just philosophical. :D